Envious of Rinaz

Did you read it? The article in the papers? A internet love story comes to life.

Bobo's so envious of Rina. She was so brave to have gone there. So brave that Bobo does feel ashamed of herself. Bobo's not even half as brave as her.

Although they can't be together now... but they will be soon.

8 months to December when they will be married in real life. 8 months isn't long to wait... if you have forever together isn't it? If Bobo had the promise of eternity, she could wait years and it would be easier than things are now.

Bobo's been in this tooth pain for a few days now. And the shit from work has been getting from bad to worse. Bobo doesn't quite feel right at work and there's nothing she can do about it.

Do you know that a hug and kind words from a loved one can heal wounds and dull pain faster than medicine can? Do you know that a smile from someone you love can make the day brighter and the silver lining in dark clouds appear?

Despite all the tears dripping off her chin, Bobo still tells herself to be brave.

She can do this even though she's dying inside.